Emotional

Sometimes we allow our emotions to wander.

Often times we think emotions should be free, that is true to an extinct, but in reality emotions must be controlled in order to be synchronized with your physical self. As a woman I have faced many challenges of being able to keep my emotions under raps. Rather it’s a love interest, self esteem, sex, hell even my upcoming period that’s taking a bit long causing me worry, I allow my feelings (emotions) to get the best of me. I’ve realized God has full control of life. Nothing goes outside his universal realm. Stop allowing minuscule things to take over your mind. Once your mind wanders you lose focus, you panic, you think the worst outcome. Find peace in uncertainty, find patience in waiting. Learn to divert your attention to those above. Emotions are powerful spiritual energies, a combustion of molecules and frequencies. Very delicate energy that needs to be governed as opposed to freely eradicating. When in a fritz take a deep breathe and listen to your intuition. Sometimes our emotions cloud judgment and radicalism.

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Equation

Mind over matter

Love over pain

Laughter over sadness

Sunshine over rain

Peace over chaos

Simplicity over complexity

Courage over fear

Life’s pretty simple when you have the right gears

-Sidneymcqueen

I ate a taco 🌮

So I’ve been three months pescatarian 🐠. Going strong in my new way of life, until recently I got really sick. Started off as what I thought was small cold, turned into a gruesome stomach ache. Days go by and I’m undergoing severe cramps. Wth is wrong with me, is what I’m thinking. To speed the story up, I lost my appetite for about 2 days, didn’t eat a thing. My cramps and bloating subsided but not enough for me to pick up an appetite. I come home my mom’s like you need to eat “real” food. So yoooo my mom makes like the BEST tacos, she offers me some I’m like nahhh. So she proceeds to text me (yeah I’m in the next room, and yes I still stay with my parents post grad, haha), “you want my last taco?”. You guys it was a beef taco. I come out the room to temptation. I’m like you know what! It won’t hurt let me see if this sparks my appetite and hits the spot! I ate the taco, and created a debate in my mind as to if I should indulge in more. So after my mind starts telling me you’re gonna get sick, shortly after my taste buds and body agree, yuck it doesn’t even take like mom’s old tacos. I instantly regretted my decision, but at the same time it was more of an affirmation that my change of lifestyle was well worth it and maybe I should stick to it!

My point is, if you are going for something in your life rather it’s a change of diet, practicing abstinence, picking up a new hobby, etc, never let any one or any circumstance discourage you from obtaining your goal. Nine times out of ten when we indulge we end up feeling dissatisfied and upset with our decisions. Everyone slips up at times, but minimize your negligence so you may maximize and benefit from your goals!

P.s. I’ll stick to my shrimp tacos 😋

Peace,

Sidneymcqueen

Same old mistakes

It’s 2018 and I’m still the same person I was last year. Yet, this time around I want more for myself. I want more than the same pathetic occurrences, the same exact person coming to me in a different corpse. I want renewal, replenishment, I want to gain self love, and appreciation for my body. I want to climb mountains, mountains taller than your scrawny dicks. I want to say no and mean that shit. I want to put my pussy on the highest pedastal, that no man of this Earth can reach without going to hell and back. I want people to look at me and see light glistening from my aura. I want to be invincible, I want any and every obstacle I face to be devoured like a Lion attacking its enemy. Do I sound like a Maya Angelou poem to you yet? I hope so. We need liberation. Pussy liberation, our women have been deprived of self worth. It’s time that practice these values. When we think of temporary love and affection, we will replace those voids with true love from ourselves. The moral of the story is that we have to ingrain value in our lives, in order to practice change. It has to become repetitive. Our lives are repetition until we break bad cycles. We make the same mistakes until we learn how to escape the cycle.

Let’s break those,

this was mines.

Fear

Fear is nothing but an idea.

We create fear in our minds because someone implanted the idea.

Fear is of the imagination.

Why would you be afraid of something that has no power over you.

For you hold the key to the world.

You have all the ability to conquer any obstacle that sets foot in your way.

We use fear as an excuse to stay stagnant.

Remove fear from your imagination.

Freedom from fear is freedom to be yourself.

You are fearfully and wonderfully made.

Fear can’t keep you from winning.

Intent of the day.

Most times we always get so busy with our daily schedule that we put aside any goals or aspirations that we have for ourselves. A wise man once told me that it is very important that we set an intent every day for the things that we would like to manifest. Rather it’s getting up in the morning and telling yourself you’re beautiful, or simply making sure that you do at least five sit ups a day is a great start to setting the tone for what you expect and want out of your day. My challenge for you today or even for this week is for you to set an intent for something that you truly want to transpire. When you wake up in the morning think about how you want your day to turn out. Set your intent and expect your day to transform the way that you envisioned. The more we set affirmations the quicker will see results!

This is 

All I can do in this part of my life is write, write until my hands bleed. Record the trials and tribulations I’m facing. I’m starting to see that right now is my prime. I have a story to tell. I have people waiting to connect with. This is the time my imperfections are turned into creations. Innovation is beneath my fingertips. I’m ready to embrace my struggle and write to the world all about. I’m ready to reach deep down inside of myself and pull out all of the gifts embedded in me. This is the time to be a writer. This is the time to create a story worth telling.