I ate a taco ๐ŸŒฎ

So I’ve been three months pescatarian ๐Ÿ . Going strong in my new way of life, until recently I got really sick. Started off as what I thought was small cold, turned into a gruesome stomach ache. Days go by and I’m undergoing severe cramps. Wth is wrong with me, is what I’m thinking. To speed the story up, I lost my appetite for about 2 days, didn’t eat a thing. My cramps and bloating subsided but not enough for me to pick up an appetite. I come home my mom’s like you need to eat “real” food. So yoooo my mom makes like the BEST tacos, she offers me some I’m like nahhh. So she proceeds to text me (yeah I’m in the next room, and yes I still stay with my parents post grad, haha), “you want my last taco?”. You guys it was a beef taco. I come out the room to temptation. I’m like you know what! It won’t hurt let me see if this sparks my appetite and hits the spot! I ate the taco, and created a debate in my mind as to if I should indulge in more. So after my mind starts telling me you’re gonna get sick, shortly after my taste buds and body agree, yuck it doesn’t even take like mom’s old tacos. I instantly regretted my decision, but at the same time it was more of an affirmation that my change of lifestyle was well worth it and maybe I should stick to it!

My point is, if you are going for something in your life rather it’s a change of diet, practicing abstinence, picking up a new hobby, etc, never let any one or any circumstance discourage you from obtaining your goal. Nine times out of ten when we indulge we end up feeling dissatisfied and upset with our decisions. Everyone slips up at times, but minimize your negligence so you may maximize and benefit from your goals!

P.s. I’ll stick to my shrimp tacos ๐Ÿ˜‹

Peace,

Sidneymcqueen

Realizations

Coming to terms that this life is just a battle with the seen and unseen. We fight each other, not knowing we are truly fighting ourselves. Learning the world is a playground of ruin, and my livelihood is in the hands of my unseen self. Realizing that I have to seek higher reasoning, that I have to return my belief of being my own god, and allow God to govern my life. This fight is not easy but I am determined to overcome the principalities of this world.

-Sidneymcqueen

Live your truth.

Don’t ever let anyone or anything set you back from you future. At this time you need all of the preservation that you can to exert your energy at the right moments, into your future. It’s time to invest into yourself, time to become great. You only have time for positive energies, nothing can hold you back right now. This is a critical time, and you have to deliver. You are a truth, you live a certain purpose. You are a mechanism that was set in place to perform on miraculous levels. Unlock your mind to new heights, there are so many levels to who you are and what you know. Don’t limit yourself to just today. Only viewing where you are in this present moment, it’s just a piece in the puzzle, and you have to believe you can see it through. Your truth is what you believe to be true. You are powerful, and worth more than you can imagine.

Goal of the week: INVEST IN YOURSELF ๐Ÿ’ฐ

This isย 

All I can do in this part of my life is write, write until my hands bleed. Record the trials and tribulations I’m facing. I’m starting to see that right now is my prime. I have a story to tell. I have people waiting to connect with. This is the time my imperfections are turned into creations. Innovation is beneath my fingertips. I’m ready to embrace my struggle and write to the world all about. I’m ready to reach deep down inside of myself and pull out all of the gifts embedded in me. This is the time to be a writer. This is the time to create a story worth telling.