It’s 2018 and I’m still the same person I was last year. Yet, this time around I want more for myself. I want more than the same pathetic occurrences, the same exact person coming to me in a different corpse. I want renewal, replenishment, I want to gain self love, and appreciation for my body. I want to climb mountains, mountains taller than your scrawny dicks. I want to say no and mean that shit. I want to put my pussy on the highest pedastal, that no man of this Earth can reach without going to hell and back. I want people to look at me and see light glistening from my aura. I want to be invincible, I want any and every obstacle I face to be devoured like a Lion attacking its enemy. Do I sound like a Maya Angelou poem to you yet? I hope so. We need liberation. Pussy liberation, our women have been deprived of self worth. It’s time that practice these values. When we think of temporary love and affection, we will replace those voids with true love from ourselves. The moral of the story is that we have to ingrain value in our lives, in order to practice change. It has to become repetitive. Our lives are repetition until we break bad cycles. We make the same mistakes until we learn how to escape the cycle.
Let’s break those,
this was mines.
Fear is nothing but an idea.
We create fear in our minds because someone implanted the idea.
Fear is of the imagination.
Why would you be afraid of something that has no power over you.
For you hold the key to the world.
You have all the ability to conquer any obstacle that sets foot in your way.
We use fear as an excuse to stay stagnant.
Remove fear from your imagination.
Freedom from fear is freedom to be yourself.
You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Fear can’t keep you from winning.
Don’t ever let anyone or anything set you back from you future. At this time you need all of the preservation that you can to exert your energy at the right moments, into your future. It’s time to invest into yourself, time to become great. You only have time for positive energies, nothing can hold you back right now. This is a critical time, and you have to deliver. You are a truth, you live a certain purpose. You are a mechanism that was set in place to perform on miraculous levels. Unlock your mind to new heights, there are so many levels to who you are and what you know. Don’t limit yourself to just today. Only viewing where you are in this present moment, it’s just a piece in the puzzle, and you have to believe you can see it through. Your truth is what you believe to be true. You are powerful, and worth more than you can imagine.
Goal of the week: INVEST IN YOURSELF 💰
Life throws us many curve balls. Some are minor, some are major, and some are just unexpected pit stops in our journey to success. This year I was thrown many curve balls. I got distracted, I got depressed, I even got down on my luck. I start picking up bad habits and falling back into old ways. Throughout it all. God still kept his hand covered over me, even when I didn’t deserve it. I can honestly say that no matter my downfalls, I still made it through, and I exceeded past every obstacle. Most times in life when we know we are not living right, and we are fully aware of it we tend to live in guilt, wondering when the next boulder will fall on top of our heads, but as I’ve grown I’ve learned that we can not think that way. We are humans, humans that have the ability to create our own realities. Due to our trial and errors we are given yet another chance to make amends, and be better than before. We have to numb ourselves of all the pain and negativity, and just push pass it all to reach our goals. If you want to live better, than do better. Once again we have the ability to change our mindsets from “I can’t”, to “Yes the fuck I can”. We have to stop being afraid of defeat and claim our victory. I’m also learning that there has never been a better time to turn over the leaf in our lives, and try something new. It’s time to be innovative, think differently, live differently. Odds are, most people who feel unhappy, simply do nothing real to change their state of emotion. If we tried just a little harder to appeal to our spirits instead of our flesh, we would really see the difference in our well being. So turning over the leaf? What’s that mean? We’ve tried the New Years resolutions, and that’s normally thrown out the window by the end of the week. Let’s try something more, how about setting the tone each week, day, month with a goal that will keep you aligned on your plan of living righteously. Rather its’ monthly, weekly, bi-weekly, start by acknowledging things in your life that are not suiting you and pin-point it to change it. If we never face our skeletons we will always live in fear, but if we aim to finally fight against these transgressions, we will prevail and conquer the enemy once and for all. Sometimes you just really have to step out of faith, and trust God and his mission to lead your life, but you have to be willing to change habits and make living right a priority. It’s always easier said than done, but you only have one life to live, and so many chances. Let’s work together to make the best of this journey, I invite all who read this to walk with me as I practice healthier living spiritually, physically, mentally, and emotionally. It’s just time to be great, and God is waiting for you to walk into your blessings. If there is anything that is bothering you, haunting you, and just simply tugging you do away with it and let God wipe away all your tears. It’s time to be GREAT, believe in yourself and all that you are capable of, and God will handle the rest.
Working out isn’t the easy task to complete in our busy chaotic lives, but over the years God has revealed to me how vital it is to become one with mind and body. Recently I fell off track with my normal workout routines, and eating habits. On top of that I caroused in social activities such as drinking. Soon thereafter I began to feel sick and down. This soon led to me feeling resentment for my previous actions. I realized that when you fall off track from seeking your ultimate goal, you retract back to old habits that cause sluggardness, procrastination, sexual immorality, depression, and unhealthy eating habits, and our spirit suffers even more affecting our mind. When our spirit is not being fulfilled due to our distractions, it tends to send us signals through our body such as sickness or stress induced reactions. Long story short, after my pitfall I began to recuperate, and get back on track because I knew I could not soak in misery.When I went back to the gym after a 2 week recession, I gain 15 pounds! I was so shocked, even though I noticed my stomach being bloated from my bad food choices and alcohol. I then told myself I will not go back to this place, of practically poisoning my body excessively after going so long without giving in. I aim for good health, because your body is the shell of the mind and you have to protect its brilliance. It is important that we all aim for our absolute best, and striving for a healthy body that doesn’t consume itself with the filth of the world is the best choice. I know everyone has their setbacks and obstacles, but it is possible to push through to be the best “you”, your mind is capable of.