Ever wondered why when you sin, you feel this sense of defeat? Me neither, but I’m learning that we were designed to balance. We are yin and yang. The world has conditioned us to feel that we are supposed to reflect this perfect image of being. That is far from reality, we are intricate beings that replicate both evil and good. The key is balancing your angels to work for your overall good. Where would we be without the bad, without the struggle? Our spirit is of light, our flesh is of darkness. We must learn to love both aspects of our being. So whenever you fall down, slip up, or just down right give up. Get your ass up, brush off that dirt, and try it again. You are victorious. No matter how much you fall, you must rest assured it’s all divine. Keep fighting and you’ll always prevail. It’s when you give up, that is the only failure in life. Keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming, swimming. What do we do we swim!
Today we flow. We flow through this day, we flow through this time warp. All things are good. The universe is working for you, and you for it. We leave our worries to the trees to heal. We tread new ground with hope today. We recalibrate and refocus. We restore all energy sources today. We will never fall short of the glory. Today we breathe. We inhale success, and exhale failure. Today we dream, we create our realities. Today we live our truth. We allow our guidance system to lead the way. Today we worry about nothing, we are carefree entities breaking the norms. Today we smile, we smile because we are able to. We smile because the we want to show the universe our greatest gratitude. Today we flow.
Today is April 1st, not only is it considered April Fool’s Day, but it is a start to a new month, and a new cycle. As the weather breaks, what are some things, that you can manipulate and edit within yourself to prosper in this season? What do you want to see manifest this month/year? What are some things you want to remove, going into the new month? This is an ideal time to brainstorm and affirm whatever it is that you want to come to life. Eh, we have our trials and tribulations, but we were created to conquer everything we face. Don’t let ANY obstacles stand in the way of your new blessings. I wish you all a blessed, healthy, wealthy, prosperous, uplifting month ahead!
Love you guys!
Love is something you can’t see.
Love is something no one can take away.
See you loved me with your eyes.
I loved you with my heart.
I despised my self love, to give you all I had.
My love wasn’t enough for you, my love was never enough to begin with.
See you never loved me, you lusted for me.
You loved my corpse, you never loved my heart.
You never knew my spirit.
I unloved myself for you.
You left me empty.
You left me dark.
But it’s my fault, I neglected myself for you, I didn’t see my worth so I continued to suck myself dry.
To all the men I’ve ever loved.
I still love you but I love myself more.
Sometimes we allow our emotions to wander.
Often times we think emotions should be free, that is true to an extinct, but in reality emotions must be controlled in order to be synchronized with your physical self. As a woman I have faced many challenges of being able to keep my emotions under raps. Rather it’s a love interest, self esteem, sex, hell even my upcoming period that’s taking a bit long causing me worry, I allow my feelings (emotions) to get the best of me. I’ve realized God has full control of life. Nothing goes outside his universal realm. Stop allowing minuscule things to take over your mind. Once your mind wanders you lose focus, you panic, you think the worst outcome. Find peace in uncertainty, find patience in waiting. Learn to divert your attention to those above. Emotions are powerful spiritual energies, a combustion of molecules and frequencies. Very delicate energy that needs to be governed as opposed to freely eradicating. When in a fritz take a deep breathe and listen to your intuition. Sometimes our emotions cloud judgment and radicalism.
Mind over matter
Love over pain
Laughter over sadness
Sunshine over rain
Peace over chaos
Simplicity over complexity
Courage over fear
Life’s pretty simple when you have the right gears
It’s 2018 and I’m still the same person I was last year. Yet, this time around I want more for myself. I want more than the same pathetic occurrences, the same exact person coming to me in a different corpse. I want renewal, replenishment, I want to gain self love, and appreciation for my body. I want to climb mountains, mountains taller than your scrawny dicks. I want to say no and mean that shit. I want to put my pussy on the highest pedastal, that no man of this Earth can reach without going to hell and back. I want people to look at me and see light glistening from my aura. I want to be invincible, I want any and every obstacle I face to be devoured like a Lion attacking its enemy. Do I sound like a Maya Angelou poem to you yet? I hope so. We need liberation. Pussy liberation, our women have been deprived of self worth. It’s time that practice these values. When we think of temporary love and affection, we will replace those voids with true love from ourselves. The moral of the story is that we have to ingrain value in our lives, in order to practice change. It has to become repetitive. Our lives are repetition until we break bad cycles. We make the same mistakes until we learn how to escape the cycle.
Let’s break those,
this was mines.
Fear is nothing but an idea.
We create fear in our minds because someone implanted the idea.
Fear is of the imagination.
Why would you be afraid of something that has no power over you.
For you hold the key to the world.
You have all the ability to conquer any obstacle that sets foot in your way.
We use fear as an excuse to stay stagnant.
Remove fear from your imagination.
Freedom from fear is freedom to be yourself.
You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Fear can’t keep you from winning.
Don’t ever let anyone or anything set you back from you future. At this time you need all of the preservation that you can to exert your energy at the right moments, into your future. It’s time to invest into yourself, time to become great. You only have time for positive energies, nothing can hold you back right now. This is a critical time, and you have to deliver. You are a truth, you live a certain purpose. You are a mechanism that was set in place to perform on miraculous levels. Unlock your mind to new heights, there are so many levels to who you are and what you know. Don’t limit yourself to just today. Only viewing where you are in this present moment, it’s just a piece in the puzzle, and you have to believe you can see it through. Your truth is what you believe to be true. You are powerful, and worth more than you can imagine.
Goal of the week: INVEST IN YOURSELF 💰
Life throws us many curve balls. Some are minor, some are major, and some are just unexpected pit stops in our journey to success. This year I was thrown many curve balls. I got distracted, I got depressed, I even got down on my luck. I start picking up bad habits and falling back into old ways. Throughout it all. God still kept his hand covered over me, even when I didn’t deserve it. I can honestly say that no matter my downfalls, I still made it through, and I exceeded past every obstacle. Most times in life when we know we are not living right, and we are fully aware of it we tend to live in guilt, wondering when the next boulder will fall on top of our heads, but as I’ve grown I’ve learned that we can not think that way. We are humans, humans that have the ability to create our own realities. Due to our trial and errors we are given yet another chance to make amends, and be better than before. We have to numb ourselves of all the pain and negativity, and just push pass it all to reach our goals. If you want to live better, than do better. Once again we have the ability to change our mindsets from “I can’t”, to “Yes the fuck I can”. We have to stop being afraid of defeat and claim our victory. I’m also learning that there has never been a better time to turn over the leaf in our lives, and try something new. It’s time to be innovative, think differently, live differently. Odds are, most people who feel unhappy, simply do nothing real to change their state of emotion. If we tried just a little harder to appeal to our spirits instead of our flesh, we would really see the difference in our well being. So turning over the leaf? What’s that mean? We’ve tried the New Years resolutions, and that’s normally thrown out the window by the end of the week. Let’s try something more, how about setting the tone each week, day, month with a goal that will keep you aligned on your plan of living righteously. Rather its’ monthly, weekly, bi-weekly, start by acknowledging things in your life that are not suiting you and pin-point it to change it. If we never face our skeletons we will always live in fear, but if we aim to finally fight against these transgressions, we will prevail and conquer the enemy once and for all. Sometimes you just really have to step out of faith, and trust God and his mission to lead your life, but you have to be willing to change habits and make living right a priority. It’s always easier said than done, but you only have one life to live, and so many chances. Let’s work together to make the best of this journey, I invite all who read this to walk with me as I practice healthier living spiritually, physically, mentally, and emotionally. It’s just time to be great, and God is waiting for you to walk into your blessings. If there is anything that is bothering you, haunting you, and just simply tugging you do away with it and let God wipe away all your tears. It’s time to be GREAT, believe in yourself and all that you are capable of, and God will handle the rest.
Working out isn’t the easy task to complete in our busy chaotic lives, but over the years God has revealed to me how vital it is to become one with mind and body. Recently I fell off track with my normal workout routines, and eating habits. On top of that I caroused in social activities such as drinking. Soon thereafter I began to feel sick and down. This soon led to me feeling resentment for my previous actions. I realized that when you fall off track from seeking your ultimate goal, you retract back to old habits that cause sluggardness, procrastination, sexual immorality, depression, and unhealthy eating habits, and our spirit suffers even more affecting our mind. When our spirit is not being fulfilled due to our distractions, it tends to send us signals through our body such as sickness or stress induced reactions. Long story short, after my pitfall I began to recuperate, and get back on track because I knew I could not soak in misery.When I went back to the gym after a 2 week recession, I gain 15 pounds! I was so shocked, even though I noticed my stomach being bloated from my bad food choices and alcohol. I then told myself I will not go back to this place, of practically poisoning my body excessively after going so long without giving in. I aim for good health, because your body is the shell of the mind and you have to protect its brilliance. It is important that we all aim for our absolute best, and striving for a healthy body that doesn’t consume itself with the filth of the world is the best choice. I know everyone has their setbacks and obstacles, but it is possible to push through to be the best “you”, your mind is capable of.