You are not defeated

Ever wondered why when you sin, you feel this sense of defeat? Me neither, but I’m learning that we were designed to balance. We are yin and yang. The world has conditioned us to feel that we are supposed to reflect this perfect image of being. That is far from reality, we are intricate beings that replicate both evil and good. The key is balancing your angels to work for your overall good. Where would we be without the bad, without the struggle? Our spirit is of light, our flesh is of darkness. We must learn to love both aspects of our being. So whenever you fall down, slip up, or just down right give up. Get your ass up, brush off that dirt, and try it again. You are victorious. No matter how much you fall, you must rest assured it’s all divine. Keep fighting and you’ll always prevail. It’s when you give up, that is the only failure in life. Keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming, swimming. What do we do we swim!

Flow

Today we flow. We flow through this day, we flow through this time warp. All things are good. The universe is working for you, and you for it. We leave our worries to the trees to heal. We tread new ground with hope today. We recalibrate and refocus. We restore all energy sources today. We will never fall short of the glory. Today we breathe. We inhale success, and exhale failure. Today we dream, we create our realities. Today we live our truth. We allow our guidance system to lead the way. Today we worry about nothing, we are carefree entities breaking the norms. Today we smile, we smile because we are able to. We smile because the we want to show the universe our greatest gratitude. Today we flow.

April showers bring May Flowers 🌻

Greetings all!

Today is April 1st, not only is it considered April Fool’s Day, but it is a start to a new month, and a new cycle. As the weather breaks, what are some things, that you can manipulate and edit within yourself to prosper in this season? What do you want to see manifest this month/year? What are some things you want to remove, going into the new month? This is an ideal time to brainstorm and affirm whatever it is that you want to come to life. Eh, we have our trials and tribulations, but we were created to conquer everything we face. Don’t let ANY obstacles stand in the way of your new blessings. I wish you all a blessed, healthy, wealthy, prosperous, uplifting month ahead!

Love you guys!

-Sidneymcqueen 🌻

Love Internal

Love is something you can’t see.

Love is something no one can take away.

See you loved me with your eyes.

I loved you with my heart.

I despised my self love, to give you all I had.

My love wasn’t enough for you, my love was never enough to begin with.

See you never loved me, you lusted for me.

You loved my corpse, you never loved my heart.

You never knew my spirit.

I unloved myself for you.

You left me empty.

You left me dark.

But it’s my fault, I neglected myself for you, I didn’t see my worth so I continued to suck myself dry.

To all the men I’ve ever loved.

I still love you but I love myself more.

-Sidneymcqueen

Emotional

Sometimes we allow our emotions to wander.

Often times we think emotions should be free, that is true to an extinct, but in reality emotions must be controlled in order to be synchronized with your physical self. As a woman I have faced many challenges of being able to keep my emotions under raps. Rather it’s a love interest, self esteem, sex, hell even my upcoming period that’s taking a bit long causing me worry, I allow my feelings (emotions) to get the best of me. I’ve realized God has full control of life. Nothing goes outside his universal realm. Stop allowing minuscule things to take over your mind. Once your mind wanders you lose focus, you panic, you think the worst outcome. Find peace in uncertainty, find patience in waiting. Learn to divert your attention to those above. Emotions are powerful spiritual energies, a combustion of molecules and frequencies. Very delicate energy that needs to be governed as opposed to freely eradicating. When in a fritz take a deep breathe and listen to your intuition. Sometimes our emotions cloud judgment and radicalism.

Same old mistakes

It’s 2018 and I’m still the same person I was last year. Yet, this time around I want more for myself. I want more than the same pathetic occurrences, the same exact person coming to me in a different corpse. I want renewal, replenishment, I want to gain self love, and appreciation for my body. I want to climb mountains, mountains taller than your scrawny dicks. I want to say no and mean that shit. I want to put my pussy on the highest pedastal, that no man of this Earth can reach without going to hell and back. I want people to look at me and see light glistening from my aura. I want to be invincible, I want any and every obstacle I face to be devoured like a Lion attacking its enemy. Do I sound like a Maya Angelou poem to you yet? I hope so. We need liberation. Pussy liberation, our women have been deprived of self worth. It’s time that practice these values. When we think of temporary love and affection, we will replace those voids with true love from ourselves. The moral of the story is that we have to ingrain value in our lives, in order to practice change. It has to become repetitive. Our lives are repetition until we break bad cycles. We make the same mistakes until we learn how to escape the cycle.

Let’s break those,

this was mines.