You are not defeated

Ever wondered why when you sin, you feel this sense of defeat? Me neither, but I’m learning that we were designed to balance. We are yin and yang. The world has conditioned us to feel that we are supposed to reflect this perfect image of being. That is far from reality, we are intricate beings that replicate both evil and good. The key is balancing your angels to work for your overall good. Where would we be without the bad, without the struggle? Our spirit is of light, our flesh is of darkness. We must learn to love both aspects of our being. So whenever you fall down, slip up, or just down right give up. Get your ass up, brush off that dirt, and try it again. You are victorious. No matter how much you fall, you must rest assured it’s all divine. Keep fighting and you’ll always prevail. It’s when you give up, that is the only failure in life. Keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming, swimming. What do we do we swim!

Love Internal

Love is something you can’t see.

Love is something no one can take away.

See you loved me with your eyes.

I loved you with my heart.

I despised my self love, to give you all I had.

My love wasn’t enough for you, my love was never enough to begin with.

See you never loved me, you lusted for me.

You loved my corpse, you never loved my heart.

You never knew my spirit.

I unloved myself for you.

You left me empty.

You left me dark.

But it’s my fault, I neglected myself for you, I didn’t see my worth so I continued to suck myself dry.

To all the men I’ve ever loved.

I still love you but I love myself more.

-Sidneymcqueen

Emotional

Sometimes we allow our emotions to wander.

Often times we think emotions should be free, that is true to an extinct, but in reality emotions must be controlled in order to be synchronized with your physical self. As a woman I have faced many challenges of being able to keep my emotions under raps. Rather it’s a love interest, self esteem, sex, hell even my upcoming period that’s taking a bit long causing me worry, I allow my feelings (emotions) to get the best of me. I’ve realized God has full control of life. Nothing goes outside his universal realm. Stop allowing minuscule things to take over your mind. Once your mind wanders you lose focus, you panic, you think the worst outcome. Find peace in uncertainty, find patience in waiting. Learn to divert your attention to those above. Emotions are powerful spiritual energies, a combustion of molecules and frequencies. Very delicate energy that needs to be governed as opposed to freely eradicating. When in a fritz take a deep breathe and listen to your intuition. Sometimes our emotions cloud judgment and radicalism.

Realizations

Coming to terms that this life is just a battle with the seen and unseen. We fight each other, not knowing we are truly fighting ourselves. Learning the world is a playground of ruin, and my livelihood is in the hands of my unseen self. Realizing that I have to seek higher reasoning, that I have to return my belief of being my own god, and allow God to govern my life. This fight is not easy but I am determined to overcome the principalities of this world.

-Sidneymcqueen

Fear

Fear is nothing but an idea.

We create fear in our minds because someone implanted the idea.

Fear is of the imagination.

Why would you be afraid of something that has no power over you.

For you hold the key to the world.

You have all the ability to conquer any obstacle that sets foot in your way.

We use fear as an excuse to stay stagnant.

Remove fear from your imagination.

Freedom from fear is freedom to be yourself.

You are fearfully and wonderfully made.

Fear can’t keep you from winning.

Intent of the day.

Most times we always get so busy with our daily schedule that we put aside any goals or aspirations that we have for ourselves. A wise man once told me that it is very important that we set an intent every day for the things that we would like to manifest. Rather it’s getting up in the morning and telling yourself you’re beautiful, or simply making sure that you do at least five sit ups a day is a great start to setting the tone for what you expect and want out of your day. My challenge for you today or even for this week is for you to set an intent for something that you truly want to transpire. When you wake up in the morning think about how you want your day to turn out. Set your intent and expect your day to transform the way that you envisioned. The more we set affirmations the quicker will see results!