Facing fears 


We as humans are so afraid to look into ourselves. Living in an individualistic society we aim each day to please the desires of our flesh but are afraid to confront the depths of our soul. We try to ignore the things inside of us that are flawed and are in need of desperate attention. We try to cover up the truth with lies and despair. We make excuses for our actions and justify our mistakes. Soon enough we grow victim to ourselves falling short of our full potential. Then there comes a time when we just can’t take the lies anymore. The pain of our affliction becomes too much to bare. We then have to stand up and stare in the mirror and face ourselves. Face the truth. We have to strip ourselves of everything that covers us up from our truth. We have to scalpel out all of the toxic waste that we’ve allowed to accumulate over time, and excavate it from our souls. We have to stop thinking about personal pleasure and start thinking about self development. We have to weed out all of the things that trigger us to walk off course, & realign our soul to our inner light. We have to grow up and face our fears. We have to let go of the pass to allow good to come in our future. Don’t be afraid to let go of yourself in order to gain your true self. Don’t ever be afraid to face your biggest fears, they will be your biggest accomplishments.

The Ending

Hello, I’ve been waiting for you to come. 

Honestly I’ve been dying for you to come.

See I don’t want to feel this way any longer. 

I don’t want to hurt this way anymore.

See I realized I have the ability to let go.

I have to power to shed all of you from my soul .

I can walk to the end of the finish line. 

I can hold my head high because I have conquered defeat.

I walk past that finish line to my new life.

I walk toward a new way of thinking, breathing, eating, living.

I used to think the end of us was going to be a tragedy.  

I thought I’d collapse into a case of depression.

Yet, I feel cleansed. 

I can feel my mind emptying your toxins.

I lay patiently until you are no more.

The ending feels better than the beginning.

I see a flower blossoming along the path I walk.

This flower is so vibrant and true.

For every ending, is new beginning. 

For the new beginning, lies within you.