It’s 2018 and I’m still the same person I was last year. Yet, this time around I want more for myself. I want more than the same pathetic occurrences, the same exact person coming to me in a different corpse. I want renewal, replenishment, I want to gain self love, and appreciation for my body. I want to climb mountains, mountains taller than your scrawny dicks. I want to say no and mean that shit. I want to put my pussy on the highest pedastal, that no man of this Earth can reach without going to hell and back. I want people to look at me and see light glistening from my aura. I want to be invincible, I want any and every obstacle I face to be devoured like a Lion attacking its enemy. Do I sound like a Maya Angelou poem to you yet? I hope so. We need liberation. Pussy liberation, our women have been deprived of self worth. It’s time that practice these values. When we think of temporary love and affection, we will replace those voids with true love from ourselves. The moral of the story is that we have to ingrain value in our lives, in order to practice change. It has to become repetitive. Our lives are repetition until we break bad cycles. We make the same mistakes until we learn how to escape the cycle.
Let’s break those,
this was mines.
Fear is nothing but an idea.
We create fear in our minds because someone implanted the idea.
Fear is of the imagination.
Why would you be afraid of something that has no power over you.
For you hold the key to the world.
You have all the ability to conquer any obstacle that sets foot in your way.
We use fear as an excuse to stay stagnant.
Remove fear from your imagination.
Freedom from fear is freedom to be yourself.
You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Fear can’t keep you from winning.
Don’t ever let anyone or anything set you back from you future. At this time you need all of the preservation that you can to exert your energy at the right moments, into your future. It’s time to invest into yourself, time to become great. You only have time for positive energies, nothing can hold you back right now. This is a critical time, and you have to deliver. You are a truth, you live a certain purpose. You are a mechanism that was set in place to perform on miraculous levels. Unlock your mind to new heights, there are so many levels to who you are and what you know. Don’t limit yourself to just today. Only viewing where you are in this present moment, it’s just a piece in the puzzle, and you have to believe you can see it through. Your truth is what you believe to be true. You are powerful, and worth more than you can imagine.
Goal of the week: INVEST IN YOURSELF 💰
Most times we always get so busy with our daily schedule that we put aside any goals or aspirations that we have for ourselves. A wise man once told me that it is very important that we set an intent every day for the things that we would like to manifest. Rather it’s getting up in the morning and telling yourself you’re beautiful, or simply making sure that you do at least five sit ups a day is a great start to setting the tone for what you expect and want out of your day. My challenge for you today or even for this week is for you to set an intent for something that you truly want to transpire. When you wake up in the morning think about how you want your day to turn out. Set your intent and expect your day to transform the way that you envisioned. The more we set affirmations the quicker will see results!
Life throws us many curve balls. Some are minor, some are major, and some are just unexpected pit stops in our journey to success. This year I was thrown many curve balls. I got distracted, I got depressed, I even got down on my luck. I start picking up bad habits and falling back into old ways. Throughout it all. God still kept his hand covered over me, even when I didn’t deserve it. I can honestly say that no matter my downfalls, I still made it through, and I exceeded past every obstacle. Most times in life when we know we are not living right, and we are fully aware of it we tend to live in guilt, wondering when the next boulder will fall on top of our heads, but as I’ve grown I’ve learned that we can not think that way. We are humans, humans that have the ability to create our own realities. Due to our trial and errors we are given yet another chance to make amends, and be better than before. We have to numb ourselves of all the pain and negativity, and just push pass it all to reach our goals. If you want to live better, than do better. Once again we have the ability to change our mindsets from “I can’t”, to “Yes the fuck I can”. We have to stop being afraid of defeat and claim our victory. I’m also learning that there has never been a better time to turn over the leaf in our lives, and try something new. It’s time to be innovative, think differently, live differently. Odds are, most people who feel unhappy, simply do nothing real to change their state of emotion. If we tried just a little harder to appeal to our spirits instead of our flesh, we would really see the difference in our well being. So turning over the leaf? What’s that mean? We’ve tried the New Years resolutions, and that’s normally thrown out the window by the end of the week. Let’s try something more, how about setting the tone each week, day, month with a goal that will keep you aligned on your plan of living righteously. Rather its’ monthly, weekly, bi-weekly, start by acknowledging things in your life that are not suiting you and pin-point it to change it. If we never face our skeletons we will always live in fear, but if we aim to finally fight against these transgressions, we will prevail and conquer the enemy once and for all. Sometimes you just really have to step out of faith, and trust God and his mission to lead your life, but you have to be willing to change habits and make living right a priority. It’s always easier said than done, but you only have one life to live, and so many chances. Let’s work together to make the best of this journey, I invite all who read this to walk with me as I practice healthier living spiritually, physically, mentally, and emotionally. It’s just time to be great, and God is waiting for you to walk into your blessings. If there is anything that is bothering you, haunting you, and just simply tugging you do away with it and let God wipe away all your tears. It’s time to be GREAT, believe in yourself and all that you are capable of, and God will handle the rest.
Sometimes you have to sacrifice to gain. This week I began to fast for the Lord because all I’ve ever done is make a thousand mistakes yet he’s redeemed me everytime. This last mistake was quite terrible, & id normally revert to regret and shame, but this time God but on my heart to fast. Now I’ve never really fasted, well at least not successfully. So I knew this would be a challenge. After I sinned for the hundredth time I knew I had to do something different to turn from my selfish, ignorant ways. God loves us so much that he’d forgive us till our very last breath, he cleansess our mind and body. So what is a simple sacrifice of food or a habit of ours to merely compensate for all the wrong we’ve ever done to him. This is my second day of fasting and though it’s very difficult I’ve never had so much peace of mind, & I swear God is speaking to me clearer than ever. Sometimes God allows sin to happen to bring us unto salvation, & grant us new beginnings. Sometimes all Gods wants is to see if we are truly willing to sacrifice, yet he sacrificed his son so that we would be able to come to him and allow him to wash away all our sins.
All I can do in this part of my life is write, write until my hands bleed. Record the trials and tribulations I’m facing. I’m starting to see that right now is my prime. I have a story to tell. I have people waiting to connect with. This is the time my imperfections are turned into creations. Innovation is beneath my fingertips. I’m ready to embrace my struggle and write to the world all about. I’m ready to reach deep down inside of myself and pull out all of the gifts embedded in me. This is the time to be a writer. This is the time to create a story worth telling.